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IdaHafez, 21/24.
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15:02:00 25 February 2007


ESPLANADE. LAU PA SAT. MARINA SOUTH.
Well, Hi All! Just updating for the sake of updating, since I'm freaking bored at home! Hmm, yesterday was simple. Just chill around at those places mention above with The Hommies. We did that like almost every week since Town is just plain boring. Kinda fun, just chillin, talked about stuffs. I realised that my friends and I are talking alot these days. Be it crappy stuffs or about facts of life. Appreciate it though. I would also like to take this opportunity to thank The Hommies for E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.!! You guys have been great and supportive to me. Ya'll really lift me up. Not forgetting camp mates too. Making me laugh 24/7! Without ya'll, I think I'll still be wandering all by myself at places like Labrador Park, Esplanade, West Coast Park, etc...Well guys, looking forward to weekends outing every week. I just love it! Call me lame or no life bastard, but I just love to chill for hours. Something that I didn't get to do for a long,long time! Hmm..Next week gonna be hectic. Reservist coming in to camp. Orientating the oldies is like sitting in a vehicle beside your father. Well, hafta get it done and over with though! Ok that's all for now folks! Update when I got the time. Cya! Take Care!

12:05:00 20 February 2007


Sentosa was fun! Eventhough it rained, I think all of us had fun yesterday. There was 9 of us altogether. Not that big group though. It was fun but it's also cramped yesterday. Soooo Many Bangla's around! The sea water taste extra salty yesterday! Haha! Must go again, I didn't get to take the beach train! Jam Packed! I wanna get on that train!!! Then we decided to walk out, which is perfectly fine with me. Took pictures along the way. It was fun ah. It's been a long time since we did all this. Anyway, this Saturday make plan lah guyz. Ijah, ask Bik Noi lah, I wanna go sey. Ok, that's all for now. Till then. Take Care Peepz!

02:48:00 17 February 2007

Hey Peepz! Sorry for not updating for so long. As usual been busy with work for the whole of this week! Even today when it's only half-day! Damn! Anyway, meet up with The Hommies at night at Vivo City. Then we head to Town, and I meet up with my "long lost friend", Emma. Good to see her again, eventhough its only for awhile. Well, tomorrow got no plans, but sure got last minute plans! K peepz, that's all I have for ya'll for now. Take Care and Enjoy Your Weekends yah!

17:05:00 11 February 2007

Zouk was great last night! Had so much fun with my campmates. Mimi,Shalih and Din was there too. Shereen(Malik's Ex) was there too. Came to me and ask me whether Malik's coming or not. I don't think Malik care about it lah. Got so much to drink, a great night though. Had fun snapping alot of picz with friends, friends of friends and friends of friends,friends. Haha! Get It? And I don't even know some of their names! Too bad I didn't bring my cam along. Mama brought it to Sentosa yesterday. Will try to post the pics though if it's possible. It's been a long time since I had so much fun eversince. So campmates, ORGANISE MORE OF THIS OK!? Till then, Cya!

18:56:00 10 February 2007

Sweet Moments I Treasure..
-Babes sending me to Tekong for my BMT and fetch me on my first Book Out with my family.
-Always come over my place whenever I'm sick.
-Always with me on outings with The Hommies.
-Look after me when I was hospitalised when my parents not around.
-Sending me sweet messages when I was hospitalised.
-Surprised me on my 21st Birthday, bought a cake for my dad and myself, also bought me a present. Even invites my friends over.
-All-Time Indulgence

18:09:00 09 February 2007


Right Here


I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
And you're so independent
You just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

I Miss U....







23:48:00 08 February 2007

Hey peepz! Been a very hectic week for me,that is why I have not been updating. Well, been working till late for the past 3 days! Damn orientation! Very shag! Because of 1 idiotic driver, the rest have to suffer. Including me! But, it's ok lah. It's my intention to keep myself occupied with work anyways. Haha! Why the fuck complain then!? Guess tomorrow will be more relax. One more day to weekends! Really need a good rest. Anyway, been missing someone lately...Longing to meet that someone, but just can't because of my work. Will meet up eventually on Sunday! I can't wait! Till then. Bye!

23:44:00 05 February 2007

Girl I tried to give u everything,
Can't believe the ways u repaid me,
Girl u had it all,
But I guess my all weren't good enough for you,
Baby I've accepted it,
And I aint gone trip,
Girl im movin on,
Sometimes I cant help but think that another man's gonna get the one I made for me
How could you let somebody lay where I laid?
How could you give him everything that we made?
How could you call him all the names that you used to call me?
How could You How Could You just forget bout me?
How Could You teach him all the things I taught You?
How Could You put him up to the Ghetto Karmasutra?
How Could You put me in the back and give him the front seat?
How Could You How Could You just forget bout me?

23:25:00 04 February 2007

Hey peepz! Today I spent the whole day wit Yan,Ahmad,Cass and Baiyah. Didn't ride though,as Cass is driving. Went to Hua Yi Sec Sch to watch them play soccer. Then I get to drive Ahmad's Dad car around that area. Great feeling! Hehe! After the game,we head back to Clementi to have our late lunch. Chicken Cutlet! Yum Yum! Irresistable! After eating we went to IMM, cause Ahmad wanna go to the Money Changer. But too bad, it's close. Then we head back to Clementi to Yan's place to watch the final match between Singapore and Thailand. Great match! Singapore won! Hurray! Haha! That's all for my Sunday. Tomorrow working..Haizz..Sian ah! Monday Blues! Hehe! That's all I have for ya'll. Goodnite!


Can't stop thinking of you...

02:31:00

Today, I spent the whole day with Babes. Something that I hardly get to do nowadays because of what we are right now. Picked her up in the noon then back to my place. My mum cooked her favourite which is kinda irresistable for her, hehe. Then around 5 we head to town to meet Faizal and his gf. Walked around till like 8 then we head to esplanade as we got no plans. Was shocked to see so many youth hanging out there. It's like the in thing that I didn't know. Haha! Babes called them lalat, Hehe! Fairuzzi,Mimi,Din,Boy,Hairil,Ahmad and Cass joined us soon after. It's been a long time since we all went out together with Babes around. In fact I meet up with Babes almost everyday except for Wednesday this week! A great week for me. Something I will treasure. Really kinda re-live the good old days. I know I wont get this anymore.Fat hope! Thanks for spending your week with me. I appreciate it. But one thing that makes me uneasy is that, at times, your mind is elsewhere. I hope I know what's on your mind.Maybe I'm right or maybe I'm wrong. But I don't wanna pursue it lah. Ok then, Babes, you take care out there,it's a wild world we all living in. Good luck for your interview on Monday! Update me ok! Luv Ya!

13:28:00 03 February 2007

There's a saying that goes like this, "If you love someone, When it's time to let go, You'll have to let go. Doing it is not as easy as the saying goes, but one way or another you just have to do it. Well coming to almost 3 years of relationship taught me alot of things. I did things that I myself never done to anyone before. Sacrifices been made out of love. Loving someone whole-heartedly without really having any bad intentions at the back of my head like I used to with my previous relationships. Getting to know her family members and started to feel like I'm one of theirs. It's been almost a month that we broke up, and I've yet to pick up the broken pieces of my life. Well, good to know that she's doing good. Perfectly fine without me. Sometimes I just wanna leave her alone and not bugging her with my messages or my calls. I wanna respect her decision. I wanna give her the space and time she needed. I don't want her to be in a confusing state. But there's just too many questions that are left unanswered in my head. At times, I have the thinking that all the hard work I put to mould her into someone better was never really meant for me, but someone else. You people will know the pain if ya'll have already experience it. Yes, things happen for a reason. Until now I don't see the true reason. Well, if someone is not meant for you, he/she is just not meant for you. No matter how much u think that he/she didn't think that deep, It simply won't change a thing! Simple as that. No matter how hard you work for it but the questions are still left unanswered. I guess you have to go on with life with question marks on your forehead. I can't forever be her guardian angel. Which path she chooses after this, that's her life. I'm just on the verge of...giving in and letting go. If that what she wants. Now..I will. Loving you is hard, Letting go is twice as hard. Maybe your happiness is with someone else. Someone better who can give you more than what i can afford to give you. I am no longer that person you looked up to. Just that I wish you didn't exists in my life at an early stage. If I could turn back the hands of time, I would love to change alot of things. No regrets having you. Do take care...Nur Ainni.

09:55:00 02 February 2007

Morning people! I don't know why, but I can't sleep till late already. Well, fetch Babes from work yesterday. Went to watch Thaipusam for awhile,eventhough actually I was scared, but Babes wanted too watch it so much, so I just follow lah. Afterall it's my first time experiencing it right before my eye. Normally I just watch at TV, even that is scary. Right after that we went to Bugis, Babes wanna buy a top for her to wear last night for clubbing session. Before going to Bugis we had a small arguements, really should'nt have take place. We managed to cool down. Hug n apologised. Overall last night was Ok. I hope Babes had a great time at Dbl O. After sending Babes home, I head to Clementi to meet The Hommies. As usual, talk cock. We talked about the past that happened amongst us. Whatever happened with our life. We laughed at each other. Great quality time spent there. Ok that's all I have for now. Take Care Peepz! Have A Nice Day!

11:17:00 01 February 2007


Last night was great! Singapore won 2-1 against Thailand! Went to the National Stadium with campmates, I think there's around 14 of us. Thanks to our very own Airhorn(Nurhidir Biol), he made everyone sitting around us notice us with his vulgarities and his ever nonesense comments! I pity the Malay family infront of us. Their kids must've been fully educated after last night experience! Haha! Well as usual my mind was elsewhere, but at least I tried....
-Finito-
[Benvolio]