13:40:00 07 April 2007
"It's" fading away,
Almost non-existence anymore,
I can't see "it" anywhere near me,
Hardwork and sacrifices gone down the drain,
Time changed, people very damn well changed too,
Heartache is always lurking around waiting to get a nibble at me,
Oh God, I'm starting to accept the facts of my shattered life thanks to U,
Let this not be the end..but the beginning of my happy life ahead in years to come.
10:49:00 06 April 2007
Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (You only)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again
13:01:00
These are the pics of what I did and where I go over the weekends. Friday went to Bugis with Babes to do some shopping. I hate Bugis cause the place always crowded! But tahan only lah. Meet The Hommies and stayed with them for awhile and then I sent Babes home. After sending Babes home I meet up with The Hommies again at Eunos. But we didn't stay long there, as the rest wanna go back early. On Saturday, went out with Babes again. First to Beach Rd cause she said she've not been there for such a long time. At the same time she's looking for stuff to buy, but there's nothing much there. Had our lunch there. Faizal and Mar joined us too. Just for the lunch. How pathetic. Then we went to Bugis again! Babes bought a pair of jeans and a pair of tops. Luckily it was a quick one. After Bugis we went to...Then at around 10+ meet up with Fairul,Boy and Zul at town as Zul met with a minor accident there. The bike looked abit nasty, but Alhamdulillah Zul's fine. After settling everything, went to HRC. Kinda fun, especially the live band. Love it so much! It's been a long time since I went there. Well overall I had fun over the weekends. So peepz, do take care and tomorrow is Monday Blues! WTF!?
Hope to spend more time with u again. I appreciate last n this week. Luv Ya!