Geez, last night went fishing again with Boy,Mimi,Nas and Faizul at West Coast Park. From 9pm to 2am, only one fish was caught! And that only fish is only half the size of my palm! Pathetic! As usual Faizul and myself just look at them reeling and throwing but we entertained ourself lah. Just before we entered the Mini Jetty there. Nas strikes a conversation with this pakcik, asking whether there's fish. He said there isn't any. But he continued to tell us to be careful,to watch what we're gonna say and that the place is dirty. I was like, must you tell us all that? We're grown ups who doesn't look like one, but we know lah about this things. Even after hearing what the pakcik told us. I told the rest that we should listen to Ria at 12, the segment Misteri Jam 12. Hahaha! Some of the stories were scary, some were not lah. The funny part is when the DJ was playing a song and suddenly there's a Kakak laughter which shocked me and I actually shouted! Faizul was shocked too! Haha! The rest was laughin at me, and I laughed at myself too lah. Hehe! Was fun though. To me scary places are like cheap thrill. As long girls not around I'm more than comfortable. Coz it's easier to run! Haha! Good Day Peepz!

Hey Bloggers..It's the 16th today..Suppose to be a special day for me. But today turns out to be the saddest day of my life. Last night, I just get to know that Ainni will be engaged next month. I was stunned,shocked,angry,disappointed n sad. I can't stop crying. I waited, 5 months. For her to come back. She always said dat she have the confidence that we will eventually get back together. She always said that she loves me. For 5 months, why didn't she tell me the truth? Even when I asked her why is she getting engaged. Her answer is "I Dunno". Wtf is that suppose to mean? I'm too hurt by this. I really thought that I still have a future with her. I really believe dat she still loves me. But all that came tumbling down on me last night. I was left shivering. Speechless. Why, the person that I love most, can actually bring herself to do this to me? Why!? Why lie!? Why are you so CRUEL!? Why say you love me when you're getting engaged to someone else!? Do I look stupid to you!? Do I look like a ball which u can kick around!? Do I deserve all this!? Is this what I get for waiting? Is this how u treat someone who love you wit all his heart!? Giving his everything to win u back! Tried everything and worked hard to win u back! Is this what I deserved!?

Hey Blogggers! Sorry for not updating for quite some time. Not been busy but I just can't find the time to blog about my life. It's full of sorrow, pain and heartache. Of course there are time that I will be slightly happy. But it's just for awhile. Friends, I'm so sorry. Despite the relentless support ya'll given me over the past few months, I just can't get over it. That is why at times I prefer to go out alone than joining ya'll. At times when I didn't join you guys it's because that I will still be alone when I'm with ya'll. Cause most of the time ya'll will be with each other partner and I will be cursing myself for actually being there with ya'll. It's not that I don't enjoy the company ya'll provide but I feel left out. Maybe it's something new to me. And I need lots n lots of time to adapt to that kinda life. Sometimes I'm just angry at myself. For some reason. A reason that make me crash and burn. A reason that's been killing me for the past few months. A reason that I used to love with all of my heart. I spent 4 hours with a friend at lau pa sat last night just to pour out wad I've been keeping inside me. Ahh..I don't know what the future holds for me and I don't really wanna know at all. But one thing for sure, If I get to know that the reason gone overboard to the extend of that. Life will be easy for me. Friends, once again I'm sorry. There's alot of stuff I wanna blog about but I just can't seem to have a peace of mind to blog about it peacefully.