Hey Blogggers! Sorry for not updating for quite some time. Not been busy but I just can't find the time to blog about my life. It's full of sorrow, pain and heartache. Of course there are time that I will be slightly happy. But it's just for awhile. Friends, I'm so sorry. Despite the relentless support ya'll given me over the past few months, I just can't get over it. That is why at times I prefer to go out alone than joining ya'll. At times when I didn't join you guys it's because that I will still be alone when I'm with ya'll. Cause most of the time ya'll will be with each other partner and I will be cursing myself for actually being there with ya'll. It's not that I don't enjoy the company ya'll provide but I feel left out. Maybe it's something new to me. And I need lots n lots of time to adapt to that kinda life. Sometimes I'm just angry at myself. For some reason. A reason that make me crash and burn. A reason that's been killing me for the past few months. A reason that I used to love with all of my heart. I spent 4 hours with a friend at lau pa sat last night just to pour out wad I've been keeping inside me. Ahh..I don't know what the future holds for me and I don't really wanna know at all. But one thing for sure, If I get to know that the reason gone overboard to the extend of that. Life will be easy for me. Friends, once again I'm sorry. There's alot of stuff I wanna blog about but I just can't seem to have a peace of mind to blog about it peacefully.