16:31:00 02 February 2008
Hmm, Let see where this will leads me to alright,
I feel so empty these few days.
I laughed and I joked,
But I just feel so empty
I don't know how to put it into words actually
It's like, you have all your friends around you, but
There's still something missing
Don't ask me what is it
Cause I definitely don't have the answer
The behaviour sucks too.
At times I will be nice to people
And at times I'm so mean
Just one look at me and you can shun me away.
At times I feel that I miss being in a relationship
Well yeah, I do miss it
But I'm not that eager
The fear of hurting someone and me being hurt,
The idea of having one just disappeared instantly
I know that I have to open up
But I'm just not able
Not yet
Maybe I don't have the ability just yet
Or maybe I'm just running away from it
Love is not a feeling, It's an ability; "Dan In Real Life"
This entry may be stupid for some
But I just have to let it out
Enjoy your weekends people.