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IdaHafez, 21/24.
Love that blossomed from a friendship. Standing strong, come what may.
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11:10:00 27 February 2009

Here is my long- awaited comments on these going ons.

Seriously, whats a blog? For you to express yourself, to no one or even anyone in particular.

What has been going on with me and Yuyu? Nothing.
Time just doesnt allow us to meet as before. Hafez is busy with work. I am too.
The air is cleared between me and Yuyu. There never was anything, and not going to be anything.

Yah thats it. Too bad right? No juicy entry.

So seriusly, stop speculating and spurting words when my side of the story is not known.

To all those who are affected by my post, seriously, I have no intention of doing that. And don't worry, im not a terror to create fires and watever not. I really have no such time. My life is more meaningful than that. and I AM contented too..

To Yuyu, now that you understand my side, I hope you clear what you have to on your part.
You mean alot to me. Losing you for this is really not worth it. Will meet up soon. Meeting you yesterday showed me how much I miss your company.

Darlz, time really test us. The challenge put forth really makes our relationship stronger- the rare and short mit-ups, the short conversation as both will be too tired etc2. If I pursue my dreams, I know now that you will always be beside me.

P/S: Darlz, mcm best ekh. For once, I feel like a celebrity surrounded by gossips. HEhehe!!

10:26:00 26 February 2009

Yest, left work about 2.45 as I had to attend some important thingy that will determine my future.

Super damn nervous throughout the car ride. Thanks ayah for being the driver..oopss...sweet father for sending me. Hehe.

After that thingy, I was wounded lah! Like ive been stripped, naked- my mind of course- being questioned and trying my best to come up with the answer.

Right now, I am just hoping for the answer.
Shall update further if its gd news. If not, lets just say, its not meant to be.
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Aniway, my family has been such a darling. Sending me to tuition all the way from Pasir Ris to West Coast and waited for me to end the tuition before going for our late dinner/supper. Adik even brought the disc 'Wild Child' to see in our sylphy yet I didnt watch it coz was talking to Ayah the whole way. Sorry..
Darlz joined us for the dinner and I think everyone had simple fun.
I cherished it very much.

So today, another tuition, but I bet, Ive to ride there myself. Boo-hoo!!

P/S: My head is throbbing...Argh..

10:40:00 25 February 2009

Today, work was solemn.

Kak Sarah lost her sister to complications.
Kak Sarah works in another centre but we know each other pretty well as I was attached there before being transferred over.

Kak Min lost her sister in-law.
Kak Min works in the same centre with me and her class is just next door to mine- Alicia's partner.

It will definitely be hard for both. Just a week ago, I went for the Braindance course with Kak Sarah, laughing and monkey-ing around.

I almost cried hearing it from my v.principal coz it felt like just yesterday I lost someone dear to me too.

''Please give them the strength.''

I miss you, Abah.

14:10:00 23 February 2009

On Saturday, we had our fanta-bulous date!
Darlz came over, parked his bike at my place and we drove off.

First stop was to get our helmets. Since we had the car, we thought it was a purrfect idea so there we were, choosing our helmets. I was grumbling away coz I was super duper hungry.

After getting them, we went straight to Marina- Secret Recipe. Superb Tom Yum and fish and chips that we seriously had no more place for desserts. I had to say No to my cakes. Can you believe it?!
So after that, we headed to citychain to adjust my fossil watch. Darlz bought it for me secretly. Lied that he wanted to accompany his colleague to get a present for his friend when actually, he was getting it for me. Our Anniversary gift. SO happy happy!!
Then headed to Watsons/ Guardians where I spent almost 200 bucks on products. I know, bugger! Well, its for my sis and my granny also. So felt great. Headed to my all-time favourite store, Charles & Keith and bought a bag.
Darlz wanted to go to Desigual and we ended up buying $200plus of goods. Im now a member and Darlz so wanted the membership card badly that we are going again next mth. We declare to be a fan of Desigual! Weeeeeee!!
We ended the day around 1 am.
So, here it is! Our 1st date with Sylphy. And many many more to come. Woo hoo!!

Enjoy the pics..

Darlz- Driving.. Wait till I get my hands behind that wheel!!

Me-Snapping away..

Us- @ Secret Recipe. Yum yum..
Shopping Done!


Black Beauty

My goods...

Darlz, had a great time with you. Thank you so much for the time that you spent with me, love that you shower me and the pleasant suprise that you gave me. I love the fossil watch! And you know I love the Crocs shoes too... =) =)

Im one happy lady!


11:34:00 19 February 2009

Now that you've moved forward, you forgot who you left behind huh...
Or I guess your eating your own words up.

Noe wat, I truly, really cant be bothered.

Coz its not ME who is not true to myself.

Its YOU.


Next time, before you speak, just remember to think coz someday,

you may go back on your own words.


This will be my last time blogging about this coz from now onwards, I know where you stand.
And I respect that. Gd luck to ya.


Aniway, to Darlz,

the path that we used to take has evolved.

Im embracing it coz i know no matter what happens, you'll always be right here with me.

10:22:00 16 February 2009

Darlz have been very busy lately with his work and he has been doing so much of OT. Saturday he ended work about 3 although he had prepared me that he will work till 5pm. So I decided to clean up my messy cupboard. Like Ibu has been nagging practically everyday.
Eversince I got more and more work clothes, my cupboard looks like a tornado hit it.
So at 2. 20pm....
I have clothes on the bed AND in the cupboard.



Trying my very best..

One hour Later...All Done!!
Darlz said it still looked messy.. Thank ekh!


About 5.30, Darlz fetched me for our Dinner.
We are not celebrating V day but it was gonna be our 1 year Anniversary on the 15th.
So Darlz came up with the idea to eat at Amirah's Grill. The 1st restaurant that we ate for our 1st Mthsary. It was a pre-celebration since we were not meeting on Sunday due to his work.
I know. It totally is a lil dampening as it was our 1st year anniversary yet we didnt even meet up. =(
On top of that, it was my first time being this long with anyone before therefore it means alot to me.
Aniway..here goes..
Our Food
Our Dessert

So Valentine's Day= Clean your cupboard Day + Dinner.
BUT..BUT...
We will be celebrating our 1 Year Anniversary on the 21st instead.
Woohoo!! Darlz gonna drive and we are gonna have our special date then.
Yeah!!
I super cant wait!!
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On another note, Gonna start my tuition tomorrow. Its gona be hectic. But Im all in for It.
Ayie and Ayum...Pull up your socks Boys!!

13:46:00 13 February 2009

Mr Hafez..


We've not been spending much time together =(
I miss you, OK!



Spend more time with me soon once your work allows you to. I miss our QUALITY time.

11:11:00 10 February 2009

Baby Boy was not feeling well even before my birthday. therefore its been like about 2 weeks or so. On last thursday, he was admitted to K.K Hosp. He was only out yest. Missed him tremendously for 5 Days!! Thing was, everyone in my family got hit. Literally everone was either vomitting or diarrheoa or having high fever. I fell sick on friday, going on MC due to high fever and vomitting. My aunts, uncles, cousins, niece, nephew, my dad, my granparents. The virus(thanks to Baby boy who passed it to everyone) wiped out the whole family. Unbelievable..but true.

Aniway, Baby Boy truly lost weight. He *passes out from the bottom=)* about 11- 15 times each day for about 5 days already. Discharged not because he has stopped, but because the doctor says that it will stop by itself. Humph...I really cant bear to see him in pain that way..
SEE!! They had to put his drip through his legs...

Baby Boy...GET WELL SOON LAH!!!
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Thank you everyone who made my birthday a Blast!!
It was the best 21st birthday anyone could ever wish for..

21:21:00 06 February 2009

As promised, below are some of the pics from Dearest 21st Birthday Bash. Enjoy!
Get Dirrty Baby!
Birthday Gal With The Early Birds.

Birthday Gal With Qayyum aka Ayum.



Beauty & The Beast! Haha!


Birthday Gal With Friends.




Red Devils! La Familia.





With My Family :>






The Birthday Cake. Yummy!









10:32:00 03 February 2009

I am hopping mad. Outraged!

How dare you said i didnt teach your daughter anything!! How dare you said we didnt do much in class...
Well Let me tell you...
I have sent home two classworks that we did in while the other teachers didnt. That means, I did EXTRA!!
We have done reading, brainstorming, music n movement n etc in class.
I read a book to my class every single day..
We did writing thrice a week..go through sight words, addition, patterning, graphs.. And thats difficult for me coz I have a special needs child in my class...
So how dare you!!!

You came into school, ignored me and walked staight to the office. You got issues...COME to me lah!! Ill show you your child's work. You go to the office and blurt those rubbish out..is my principal the one who teaches your daughter?!?! Thank god, my supervisor noes what ive done with them due to the constant check that she does. Now, Ive to meet you for a discussion to show your child's work during lunch? MY LUNCH?!
No Brains is it? Teachers are not robots that do not need to eat or have magic powers to get food without going out to buy.

I never thought ill ever be saying this coz im not proud as that.
But.....
I may be young but i hold a diploma in early childhood education from Ngee Ann polytechnic.
That is equivalent to a leadership position. AND Im the 2nd highest paid teacher in the centre.
I am also one of the three Graduate Award Recipients. Get that?!

So ... Look at me with value wont you.
After all, my pay wouldnt budge no matter how many complains you make!
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My birthday was a blast. Maybe one of these days Darlz or Me will upload it.
No mood to talk about the occasion coz I am just too angry.

Darlz, luckily I got to hear your voice a while and complain to you. You make me feel better.

22:54:00 02 February 2009

Look at the wave! Terrifying but cool!
Try swimming against the wave and u guys will get what I mean.

This is at Tamadun Islam. Behind is the Masjid Crystal.


They got along pretty well. Like it!




Masjid Crystal aka Aladdin's Palace :>



Captivating.





La Familia















Wee! Waterfall! Freezing Waterfall!








Above are some of the pics taken on our Trengganu Trip with my family. Was a very very great experience for me and Dearest as every step we take is another step higher to our relationship. And this trip is kinda a big step as it involves my family and extended ones. Everyone got on well with Dearest. She's well liked anyway. Huhu! Well had a surprise birthday bash for Dearest on Saturday at Pasir Ris Park with her family pulak. Very very big family! All in red(Dearest favourite colour). Had a tough time lying to Dearest about it. And I think I did make a fool out of myself. Tertinggal glove kape~ Hehe! Some of our friends came down. And my family came down too. And that's a big step too. We got it all plan,so kinda laid back about it. Hope you love what my parents got you and of course the present I got u too! Pics will be updated. When I have the time, if not..Dearest you update k? :P