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IdaHafez, 21/24.
Love that blossomed from a friendship. Standing strong, come what may.
We treasure all that we have, and hope for the best =)
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11:30:00 18 August 2009

Life's not easy.

I was not born with a silver spoon in my mouth. In fact, I could still remember the hardships my parents had to go through when I was younger. Being in and out of hospital twice a month, having fortnightly check-ups up till the age of 10 puts a toll on them. We never once bought our own furniture. All were passed down by relatives. Holidays?? I never knew that people fly on planes to other countries during holidays.

Yet, Ayah and Ibu never once did complain. Never once sighed.
Even when Ayah have to go hungry during work or coming home during lunch hour so that he can save expenditure not by eating out. Goodness, even Macdonalds was a luxury then.


I could still remember, my first burger and fries was at Burger King..at the age of 9.

My first bike was at 10. Bought by auntie when I managed to get into EM1.

My first electronic was a pager at age of 13. After passing PSLE with all A and A*. Bought by my uncle.

I was never given anything unless I earn it- through my studies,of course.

With my parents' perseverance and guidance, we have become an unbreakable family. Come what may, whatever problems that is put on us, we know we will get through it. Believe me, problems come by the tonnes.

Look where we are now. Ayah can afford most of the things in life. Managed to upgrade and renovate fully our house, bought our own furniture, holidays out of the country, our own car. He was our pillar, he had a vision and never wavered from it. He is my hero.

Please don't get me wrong. Im not to boast what I have in life. But only acts as a reminder, that not all were lucky.

A dialogue once hit me hard-
If you think you don't have slippers, there are others who dont have legs.


It says that fate is written.
Yet Destiny lies in our hands.

Don't lie down and accept it as it is. Stand up and do something as long as it can be done.

Don't be sad and mourn for what is not there if you are just shaking legs.

So now...

Shut Up and Smile.

Side-track

1) Am currently under 6 mths probation( of coz am still at my current workplace. Bonded!! But my job scope has widen). Waiting with bated breath for my salary harmonisation and March '10 when I complete my probation. Higher rank= More responsibilities. Damn!!

2) Chill- outs today... Need a breather badly. Counting down the minutes to meeting the peeps..

3) Kak Mas!! Get Well soon. I miss you.