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IdaHafez, 21/24.
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17:27:00 25 March 2010

Just a short update..

Im gonna rant a little before going to the other topic.

Ive so many reflections to do, a talk of 5 mins to plan, a poem to memorise.
This is all for my Julia Gabriel course.
The poem Ive choosen is Still I Rise by Maya Angelou.
Go check it out. Its very uplifting and I can relate to that totally.
My talk will be ' The Joy and Challenges of working with young children(Speech and Drama).'

Aniways....
the weekend is nearing.

We


are getting engaged.

Close relatives and friends will be by our side.

Hopefully all goes well.


14:27:00 18 March 2010

Yest, I had my 1st round of interview.
There were three interviewers and I was the last interviewee.
~I bet they were dang tired.~

Questions posed were predictable. I guess it wasnt as nervous as last year coz I know that I met the requirements including the 2 yrs work experience.
Nevertheless, I will have to wait for another 2 weeks for the result.After which a 2nd round of interview with another panel of MPs and MOE personnel. sFollowed by a 3rd by the SIM.


Im unsure of the situation that Im in right now.
Ive lots of doubts about myself.
Am I able to meet the scholarship requirement of having 3.5 GPA for every sem?
Can I even handle work and obtaining my degree?
What about my personal life? My health?
Once Im in, its a long haul of 3.5 years, what if Im just not good enough?
I just dont want to be a disappointment to others.
Lots of what if..yet no answers. I guess I can only wait and hope.

After that gruelling day, my family dropped by the grandparents' place for a little chat. We then headed down to Mustafa Centre.
We ended the day with supper at Simpang Bedok around 11pm. At the stroke of midnight, Adli officially turned 2!!!!
Cheeky pictures of him. Eye darting everywhere but the camera.
Gonna have a simple celebration on Sunday instead as Ayah is on afternoon shift today and Ive to work tonight. The Sharing session better not be a bore.=)
Ibu and Adik gonna bring him and Insyirah to Explorer Kids@Downtown later.
Time flies so fast. Its going to be the weekends soon and there goes my March holiday!

11:13:00 17 March 2010

Im seriously thinking that Im lost in time.

Even my updates seem to be outdated rather than updated.

I really should totally get a grip on myself.
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So anyway here goes the appreciation dinner at Sakura on Friday.

It was fun and very light-hearted. Everyone was just enjoying stuffing their faces with food. Especially Teacher Peggy. She was basically eating everything and anything. Its a wonder how she can manage to maintain her figure. Hats off to you!!

We had 2 tables. So this is our table. Mainly consisting of 140 staff. =)


Of course, Kak Mas and I.
Somehow, we just never fail to go bonkers over the dessert line.

Sarah and Julie. They were at another table.
Sarah and I still managed to do some catching-up after the dinner. =)

US AGAIN.
We didnt manage to play any bowling as it was super packed. Clever Us only remembered about the food so we didnt pre-booked the lanes. They all ended up going home while Sarah an I had our 30 mins of catch-up.
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So on Saturday, after my attachment, Darlz and I headed down to the Bike shop. We settled some stuff and headed to Marina Square. We had our late lunch and played our DS while waiting for Ayim and Rye.
THEN we braved the crowd at the IT fair. Super packed.
Rye was stepped on by a kid on her last toe while I had to tackle my own obstacles by those huge bags. Yet, we manage to have fun amidst the chaos.
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On Sunday, we had our chill-outs at Nyams.
The usual suspects consisting of Yan & Baya, Ahmad & Cass.
On my trip down, I was effing pissed with this MAT who was riding a Gilera. I bet the pillion was his GF. He was tailing me and his actions were sooo "I wanna race with you. Are you up for it?" Im quite used to this kinda actions esp when Darlz is not riding with me. Usually, I let it pass. But I just couldnt with this Mat. Whenever I change lane, he follow suit. When I purposely fall behind, he will slow down till we met again. When I accelerate, he does the same and looks at me when he manages to catch up. He did that all the way from Pasir Ris to Eunos that I was so pissed. I just had to give it to him. Said a little prayer and zoomed all the way to Thomson. I lost sight of him. My objective to shake him off NOT TO RACE was met.
Firstly, what do you gain when you race? There is NO ending line to begin with. Therefore the objective of a race can never be met.
Secondly, riding a bike by itself is already dangerous enough. We do not have anything to protect us other than the clothes on our body, the helmet on our head and the gloves(if any) on our hand. No seatbelts, no airbags, no metal around us(like cars).
Thirdly, we are the smallest vehicle on the road. Instead of showing 'terror' why cant we be a society that helps one another?
Ive had my share of meeting notorious riders.
I had even met a group of bikers surrounding me at the traffic light. They were so close to me, that the pillion even pretended to kick my bike. This was all in the clear view of my sister who I wanted to fetch after I pass that light.
On the other hand, Ive also met others who seem to be my guardian angels. Some who horned at cars who was oblivious to our presence at traffic jams.
1 that I can remember, a man in Red suit riding a Red Ducati on the ECP who gave me a thumbs up before passing me. I was wearing my Red Jacket on my Red Bike too.
And of course, Darlz and his friends who never fails to protect me when Im riding my own.
Theres too many accidents, too many lives lost. Isnt life worth more than a race?
Race with someone you barely know, race with your friend for the fun of it, race with time-when you are late.
Ponder about it. Spread it.
Toodles.

08:26:00 12 March 2010

Ill be updating the blog frequently from now on.

So stay tune for the constant updates like I used to do.=)

Today, my company will be having an appreciation dinner over at Sakura@Downtown East.
Its for the 1st batch. Mostly the management, senior trs and asst senior trs. So ill be meeting Sarah and Carina. Glee!

After that, some of us have planned for bowling.

Definitely will snap pics!!
Coz Ive found my mmc and theres no reason for me not to snap pics!!!

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Its a no-brainer that the most exciting event yet for Darlz and I will be on 27th March.

Yes..we are getting engaged.
Its been official since Dec but only now that its nearer, it feels more real.

How time have changed.
How Our relationship Have evolved.
Taking a big step forward.
We only hope and wish for the best.

*Im in cold sweat just thinking about it. I need my girls!!!!*