Blogger
Our Life, Our Determination
Love that blossomed from a friendship. Standing strong, come what may.
We treasure all that we have, and hope for the best =)
Multiply
Notes
Pour it out
Listen
Sing Along Y'all
Affiliates
click On
Hyda Cha Naha Lala Yaz Edjah Elle NurBahyah Ellette Mr Pokok Aka Yan Ina Mr Cicakman Aka Ahmad Mr G-Man Aka Faizal Sayuri Cass Seri Ainni Kaya Zulaikha Afra Syahirah Naz Sicfire Nisa Aka Dol Yuyu Zyan Hadiyanto aka didi Aliya Dinah
Key-U Noor Ismah Adik Ayuni Najibah
Archives
Moving on..
January 2007 / February 2007 / March 2007 / April 2007 / May 2007 / June 2007 / July 2007 / August 2007 / September 2007 / October 2007 / November 2007 / December 2007 / January 2008 / February 2008 / March 2008 / April 2008 / May 2008 / June 2008 / July 2008 / August 2008 / September 2008 / October 2008 / November 2008 / December 2008 / January 2009 / February 2009 / March 2009 / April 2009 / May 2009 / June 2009 / July 2009 / August 2009 / September 2009 / October 2009 / November 2009 / December 2009 / January 2010 / February 2010 / March 2010 / April 2010 / May 2010 / June 2010 / July 2010 / March 2011 /
Thankyou
Take a big big bow
Please do not remove the credits. :)
Layout/Editor: Purple-licious
Resources: N-serendipity. kisses.away nutzzzzz xoxo
10:39:00 02 March 2011
It has been a long time since the last post.
I just had the urge to post again coz I miss reading about the past.
Like I can still remember what happened but I have no idea when it did and what the small details were. So I guess thats why blogging is very important to some.
Anyway, my main purpose for this post is to let out what I feel after the nightmare yesterday.
"As we get more comfortable, the more contented we will get. We will then forget the small things that matter and take for granted others around us. I dont want to be forgotten just like how a flower will wither."
Is it very difficult to please me? NO.
I only wish for the simplest things in life that can keep me happy. And what terrifies me is that I will die, unsatisfied.
Ok. Done. One Emo post.
Feeling much better. Phew!
09:36:00 06 July 2010
A friend whom Ive known about 5 years.
Cant imagine my life without her.
She is like my other sister. To my parents, she is another daughter.
Strong-willed.
Totally independent.
Always laughing and joking.
Nothing can bring her down.
Yet...life can be cruel.
Sometimes it jolts u back to reality that it is not a bed of roses.
Be strong babe.
Coz we are tested according to our strength.
And I know you can stand strong despite the harshness of it all.
I love you.
P/S: It hurts me to see you hurting too.
We will cheer you up this weekend.
I promise.
09:41:00 29 June 2010
Ive been enjoying myself since I knew my life would change when I start school.
Especially during the June holidays.
Spending time with family, playing with Adli all the time.
Had our doa kesyukuran. Alhamdulilah.
Have been chilling endlessly, crapping all the way.
Chilled with the usual suspects and even made new friends- Zaini, Hetty and Hasyim.(Nizam and Noni, too.)
Chilling in Singapore and even J.B.
Movies every weekend for the past few weeks.
YMCA-ing last week.
This Sat will be heading to Batam.
Happening kape!
Random Pics taken.
My Father's Day treat for Ayah and Ibu- High Tea at Carousel.They had their date while Darlz and I looked after Adli and brought him around Lido.
Bought him his very own aromatherapy pack. Super expensive but is considered an investment.
Chilling at J.B.
Chilling at J.B.
Watched soccer while waiting for Zaini's car to be done.
Henderson Waves. 
Double date with Zal and Noor =)
Henderson Waves. Dinah's first trip there.=)
Before we went J.B.
Double date with Zal and Noor =)Always look forward to meeting them.
15:51:00 17 June 2010
Its hard to continue something that you have stopped quite awhile back. I think it applies to many.
To most who are close, this news is no longer a surprise.
Yup, I am pursuing my Bachelor in Early Childhood Education with Management @ Unisim. (part-time, of course)
I will be starting the course in July.
This degree is a reality due to the teaching award that I received from the HQ(80%) and the rest is supported by my management. (20%)
Otherwise, I doubt this would ever come true esp since the expenses incurred is ridiculously high.
With that, starting from July, my life would probably change.
Most likely, Ill be thrown out from my comfort zone countless times.
The thought of it scares me.
Juggling work, school and life, putting my best foot forward in all that I do.
Especially when Im carrying the faith of so many around me.
Would I be able to perform?
After so many interviews just to obtain acceptance, from the panel of interviewees at the HQ to those at SIM, the path that I took is not easy. But I was never one to admit defeat.
How I wish I had the same stength that I had then. Coz right now, I just truly feel terrified of the 3.5 years that Im putting myself into.
Life isnt smooth-sailing. It never was, never will be.
Only when you are hit by a huge thunderstorm,would you able to appreciate the existence of the sun.
And I pray hard that no matter how bad the thunderstorm might be, the sun will always shine on me again.
******************************************************
Will be looking forward to this weekend and the next.
Will enjoy to the very minute. =)
Toodles
14:26:00 21 May 2010
My course at Julia Gabriel's is coming to an end soon.
Our lessons have been over about 2 weeks and now we are just completing the attachment.
To the lovely ladies
who made me laugh without fail.
who became a part of my life.
who are DRAMAQUEENs!!
Thank you.
I'll definitely miss the time we shared.
18:56:00 18 May 2010
Felt out of touch after not blogging for quite a while.
It doesnt help that work has been a big hindrance and my home computer went 'ka-puuut'.
Honestly, I do not wish to say about the events that has happened. Just too many to list them down. Every weekend has been chilling sessions or movies for Darlz and I.
***************
My mind went blank. Heart was pumping so fast, I could feel my pulse almost bursting out from inside me. 'It just couldn't be. You really wouldn't do this... How could you...' Fumbling for words, I kept myself calm. I knew if I had an outburst, it will never end. Nothing and no one could control me. Took a sip of drink to calm my nerves. The ice lemon tea tasted bitter. It almost came back out again. I held on to the cupboard for support. Gathering all the strength that is left of me, I walked on. If only you knew how my legs almost caved in. If only you knew how I almost collapsed on the floor...
***************
Tomorrow, about 20 VIPs from Indonesia will be visiting my centre. They will be coming in when I am conducting Music Factory. I really hope all goes well. =) =)
09:24:00 28 April 2010
Nervous
Anxious
Panicky
Edgy
Worried
Jumpy
Butterflies in tummy
Heart beating fast
Thinking about the moderation is enough to make me feel this way.
I cant imagine the real thing later.
It doesnt help presenting to about 50 people.
Most are professionals themselves and have been in this speech and drama line for years.
I feel like puking.
Pls..pls..pls give me the strength!!