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23:33:00 24 June 2008
Finally I got my hands on PS3!!! Yeehah! The last time I had a video game at home was..when I was 14 I think. Even so, it's been quite some time. Now I need a television in my room so that I can have some quiet time with my PS3. Till then, I'm gonna play my PSP still. PSP still the best,cause its portable? And yeah, thanks Dear for making this possible. And Don, for the craziest offer on the face of the Earth! Come July, something else coming up. Yeah! I'm Loving It!Missing You Dear. This week is quite a hectic week at work for me. Thanks for your understanding, I Really appreciate it.
I Luv U.
22:36:00 15 June 2008
We had fabulous fun in a very healthy way today.
Went cycling with Zul, Yuyu and of course, Darlz at Ubin.
It was very tiring especially the steep slope and the off-road. Maybe the scorching hot sun that was beating down on us was a major factor as well.
We reached about 11 and was dead-beat tired by 2. We all had only one thing in mind riding back, Cold Coke. We ended up in Burger King at town after washing up at the toilets of Changi. ['Best kan yuyu, tido kat blakang van?;)]
We reached about 11 and was dead-beat tired by 2. We all had only one thing in mind riding back, Cold Coke. We ended up in Burger King at town after washing up at the toilets of Changi. ['Best kan yuyu, tido kat blakang van?;)]
The double- date was super duper fun and so original.
Pictures for Enjoyment =)
Pictures for Enjoyment =)
Im so ON for another trip down to Ubin!!forgive my complaints of being tired k darlz.
Personally, it was pretty difficult for me while I was on the boat to and fro. Looking at the sea waters only reminded me of Arwah Abah and how the ship had sunk. Thank goodness I had Yuyu that knew how I felt and kept on talking to me on the way there and Darlz who held my hand throughout on the way back.
On another note, WE first went as friends to Ubin a few mths back. We came again as a couple on our 4th mthsary. Life can never be more blissful with you by my side. Luv u, Darlz.
------->> 
-Idah-
01:53:00 11 June 2008
I was riding along ECP heading towards Vivocity to meet Darlz when a sign caught my attention. I felt the wind knocked out of me the moment I saw it and a sigh was let out almost immediately. Marina South Pier.
That was the place where my dad and uncle had gone to verify Abah's body. A pang of longing and sadness hit me like a tonne of bricks.
"How did it feel to be floating on the water waiting to be rescued?
What was running through your mind during your last few moments?
Did you think of us, people that you would be leaving behind? of me?"
I miss you so much yet I knew I could never meet you again. Not in this lifetime anyway.
Snapping back, I had to remind myself aloud to keep my eyes on the road and to be focus. Still in a trance, Darlz rode next to me on his own bike before entering the entrance of Vivo's carpark. He had probably saw me and had caught up with me. Seeing him brought a smile to my face and I felt so much better instantly.
Darlz, thank you for supporting me in taking small steps to overcome this.
I cant wait to meet you. :)
-Idah-
13:19:00 08 June 2008
It still pains me to hear people talking about the boating accident. I could have lost 10 of my family members. Coming from a close-knitted family, I could never imagine if the accident had turned out that way. Losing Abah has already been devastating. One too many. "Because of you, my dearest uncle, who had protect them and given instructions throughout the ordeal."
My silence or my laughter does not mean that his death does not affects me. It does not mean I do not pray for him. He means as much to me as to everyone else. He held a special place in everyone hearts and only I know where he stood and will forever stand in mine.
Otherwise, why would I be crying everytime there is a prayer gathering for him?
Why does dark sea water terrifies me?
Perhaps he knew I miss him too much and came in my dream about a few days ago.
He went as silently as he had came. Without a word. Yet smiling.
While I was shouting and raising my hands for him.
I do not know how long it will take me to get in terms with his death. It is hard. As hard as the moment I just found out.
If only I had called you to hear your voice.
If only you had came over my house as planned.
I miss you and will never stop missing you, Abah. And I will always be your 'Wayang Cina'
In Loving Memory of
Love, your patience and strengths gives me faith and courage to smile again.
-Idah-
11:48:00
Yesterday meet up with Hadi, a primary and secondary school friend. He insisted on meeting to do some catching up. So I get Mimi and Faizal to tag along too. Been quite some time since I last met that Blink 182 fanatic. Crazy and slumber as ever. Call himself "Daddy" now for the reason down below. Haha. We talked almost about everything. And I still can't understand over this particular issue abt a friend of ours, who is a guy, who is currently considering about having a relationship wit a guy. Like, what are you thinking dude? You really don't have to resort to this. I can't really state his name here. I have to honour my words to Hadi. The name itself can cause shockwave to whoever knows him. And it's really good to see Hadi doing well now. On his 1st year at RP and moving on well after breaking up with his girlfriend of 5-6 years. We must go out and slack again ok. Miss the days when Mimi and myself went to his house and fearing that Hadi grandma calling out his name. Its scary,yet funny. The grandma is bed-ridden anyway. But we just ignore,including Hadi! Haha! Bad! Meeting up with Dearest later. Sorry for last night. I should've understand better. I'll try to be better. Love Ya. Have A Pleasant Sunday RockoMojo!
[Hafez]
00:12:00 07 June 2008
For all my life, you had always been the most caring uncle.
Doting on me with no restrictions, Loving me as if I was your own. I could still remember how you'd tease me that my eyes will get smaller as I grew up, how u would massage my body when I complain that it aches or even the dishes that you specially cooked for me. Those days when you would help me compose malay poetry for competitions, encouraging me for my bike lessons and even telling me how I must continue to study as it will determine my future. I was supposed to parade in my graduation robe infront of you, showing you my diploma for that was your dream when I first entered polytechnic. But life had other plans for us. In a blink of an eye, you were gone. You left without a goodbye.
23 May 2008- A date forever engraved in my heart for I had kissed your forehead for the first and the last. You can never kiss my cheeks and my forehead ever again.
Abah, you died as a hero and your memories will always be in my heart. Till we meet again.
I miss you.
Love, thanks for being with me throughout this rough patch. Being my pillar of strength, allowing me to cry on your shoulder or squeeze your hands. I cannot imagine being without you.
-Idah-